WHEN it comes to money, you have the power to decide what is real and what kind of reality you want to live in.

Robert Kiyosaki -- Retire Young Retire Rich

POOR ARTIST, RICH ARTIST

What’s my relationship with money as an artist?

As I asked myself this question a little more than a year ago, I hated money, artist or not. Why did I hate it? Well, because money was avoiding me like the plague, that’s why! We had had much happier days money and I; days when she was much more faithful, always there for me to fulfill my needs and comfort me.

I was a poor artist back then; an artist who worried about paying his mortgage, car loan, and credit cards; an artist who was jaded about paying his home insurance, car insurance, phone bill, internet bill, and other bills; an artist who routinely took a deep breath before checking his bank account, expecting to see a negative balance. In short, I was an artist who may have been rich artistically but was poor financially. I was poor AT THAT TIME!

And I think it’s important to emphasize that temporary aspect of my poverty because I wasn’t always poor. Well, I had never been rich either and I’m still not, but I’m doing a lot better. That made me realize that financial poverty is only a state that can be changed and that change is related to one thing only, your state of mind. 

The day I decided to refuse my financial poverty and took action to change it, things started to change for me. I applied for higher-paying jobs as a French translator (which is what I’m trained as). I rapidly got three interviews with three different companies, and the three of them made me a job offer! Since then I’ve been working as an English-to-French translator-revisor while building this website and working on my craft almost daily. 

Why? Because I want to be a rich artist and not just an artist who gets by. I want to be a rich artist in my lifetime preferably, unlike Van Gogh, Monet, Vermeer, Gauguin, and many others, whose paintings sold for millions after their death. I want to be a rich artist because I have dreams of freedom, travel, discovery, greatness, and pleasing my loved ones. I want to be rich, because, in all honesty, I think I can. 

And even if I don’t succeed, at least I will have tried and will end up in a nice suit, smiling in my coffin with no regrets. So let me dream of becoming a rich artist, for dreams, however crazy they may seem, are the seeds of reality.